Showing posts with label ego. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ego. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

seeing things in a different light


The ceiling above my bed is collapsing slowly.Literally right above my head.I'm wondering what is the universe telling me?
First off sleep with your feet where your head was and your head where your feet were.
I thought of the Hanged Man in the Tarot.the way I always see this card is look at things from an angle you never thought of before,see things upside down.Hang yourself on a tree and relax for a while,it'll come to you.
Lately when I've been angry[usually comes up at least once a day]
I've been going to a different place my inclination is to open my mouth and shoot myself in the foot.I usually end up hurting someone else in that process too.
Do I really want to do that? Is my need to express myself so great that I'm willing to hurt myself and my brothers?
Or should I sacrifice myself[EGO easing god out}and hang myself from a tree and relax.
I've been going into my heart connecting it with God's heart filling with light.and radiating the light I am.I have been doing this several times a day.I need to do it several times a day.
I've been attempting living in my heart instead of my head.
Perhaps part of who I think I am needs to be sacrificed for my greater good.