Don't just sit there do nothing

Day 2 of ceiling repair,Day 5 of resentment prayer.Took action toward a photographer and model to upgrade site.I always feel like I have to do something fix something move move move.Sometimes I'm forced to slow down and just be.I'm not the amount of money I have,I'm not my job,I'm not who I'm sleeping or not sleeping with.I'm not even what I create.I've done what I can do now I offer it to spirit.It's challenging to me to not work ,it's challenging to not play God pretending I am in charge.It's difficult to give myself the gift of letting go.Actually it's hard to receive the gift.Time to be gracious say thank you and enjoy the day.I have an idea of what I might like to do,but I'll let the day take me.

putting it together

I started making these scarves,I have tons of oddball pieces of menswear fabric around so I'm sewing them together in strips and making them functional and beautiful.Yesterday I realized it was a metaphor for what I'm going through at the moment and many moments beforehand.How can I take varied experiences and make them into a whole? What's worth salvaging? What should be thrown away? What piece sings when it's sewn together with another?How can I put myself together and present it as a gift to the world?
For a long time my life had been fragmented,compartmentalized{everything would be perfect if I had money]Perhaps everything is the way it's supposed to be and always has been .When I truly offer myself to the universe to spirit to my brothers can I offer all of myself?Or do I pick and choose the best or what I think are the best pieces and present them as swatches?
So putting together these scarves I'm humbly offering all of myself to my brothers to God and to myself .Here's who I am please wear it well.

Invite the goddess

Today is the day...
Invite the goddess. Allow her nurturing influence into your being.
Invite fertility and fruitfulness,creativity and sensuality.
Invite divine mother in to care for you.to support the creative efforts with

love.We are reborn every day.What can I create today as an offering?
Can I love my fellows as a mother loves her children?
When i offer selflessly today can I invoke mother's goodness?