Busy and relaxed

# Have so many things on my plate,I've been doing them all. Amazed at how much I can do in one day,I'm busy with the web with my social life with creating with spirit.
I'm able to handle them all when I remain centered and relaxed.

Ritual

# I have begun starting days with writing,both here and morning pages .Ritual works well for me. It centers me. the way i begin my day spreads out into the rest of the day. If I don't meditate or should I say "medicate" early in the day I spend the day angry and unfocused. That doesn't serve me or anyone else. i have responsibility to myself and those around me to be the most focused and kind person I can be. I try to start by going within.

Glamour

# Some days are not as glamorous as others.Today is one of those days...laundry[in the supposed blizzard]screening,minor construction,sewing etc. Would love to go back to bed but responsibility calls.

Building Character

It's cold it's Sunday.I don't want to .My responsibilities will not disappear magically no matter how hard I close my eyes.Gotta do things I don't want to do.
I'll mix in some pleasantries and do em anyway.Now that I wrote it I gotta do it.
At the end of the day I'll have something to show for it.Turn off my thoughts for a while.

Doing what is best

I'm confronted with decisions every day.Yesterday i got a call for an opportunity concerning my business I have to say no one loves a get rich quick scheme more than i do.Do I forget my responsibilities to myself and people I owe money to and take a chance?
Not this time.in the past the answer was yes absolutely.I also had opportunities this week in particular to get out of myself shall we say,these situations seem harmless enough but are they in my own best interest? Or am I just pretending that I'm worth
less than I actually am? Am I pretending this time will be different?
I have to continue taking the high road until it becomes my habit.Do I want to sell myself short over and over? If I don't have an ideal and reach for it how will I ever get there?
Do I want what I want when I want it? Yes.Is it in my own best interest? Or do I just want to run away because I've had a tough time and I'm entitled? Only through self discipline will I become more of the light that God would have me be.Sometimes not having the slice of cake is it's own reward even though it doesn't feel like it.
Time to grow up.