Within

# I have'nt been meditating and I feel it.Been so busy with the psychical realm it's easy to get lost in the illusion that the psychical is the only reality.Time to forget this nonsense and go back inside gather strength and move forward. my tendency is to go back into fear based thoughts which don't serve me or anyone around me.Enough is enough.

attraction

#I intend and manifest abundance,peace,creativity,health and love.

Back on the horse

@Through a series of events business has slowed down in the past year or two.
I had to slow down and walk the horse.I have learned and experienced much since then.
Asking for help from others and from spirit things are moving forward,it's time to get back on the horse.

God's time

#I'm clear about my goals,there seems to be a few snags.It will unfold
exactly the way it is supposed to as it always does,not in my time.

Early

#Up early ready for the day. Ideas for Spring are floating around,going to a textile show. More people are coming into the spiritual circle,that's exciting. Have not smoked a cigarette in over a week.

The road

# We all travel our own path,sometimes I get so used to seeing the same people I think they will be with me on the road forever. Perhaps not maybe their destiny is to make a turn ,my job is to be on the road moving forward. There are times we share the journey and times we go it alone,they both have their rewards.

Prayer

Many years ago it was recommended to me through a spiritual community that I start praying.I didn't really know if I believed or not.
I began to pray even though I had two hurdles one was the good people of religion,who spoke love with their lips but held hatred in their hearts.The other was even if I did believe in God I didn't feel God believed in me.[I sure didn't]
Part of the process was finding a God that worked for me,that was a long slow process.
I used to write letters saying things like if you are judging me you are fired and put God on the address and Jeffrey on the return.
In hindsight I think I discovered the good in myself,others and the universe almost at about the same pace.They were interlocked.
These days I pray a good part of the day.
I awoke very early this morning from a disturbing dream.It was based in a resentment I have. It's been recommended that I pray for this person for a month everyday,that they get everything that I would like.In the past I've had to be quite desperate to do this.The questions I ask myself are; Do I want to live in anger? Am I willing to let go? Would I rather be happy or would I rather be right?
I put it on my calendar 30 days.
The Higher Power,Higher Self sent me this dream to remind me what my hurdles were
holding hatred in my heart hurts me and my brothers.God believes in the light in my heart.