Busy and relaxed

# Have so many things on my plate,I've been doing them all. Amazed at how much I can do in one day,I'm busy with the web with my social life with creating with spirit.
I'm able to handle them all when I remain centered and relaxed.

Early

# Up early for a change, hoping I can be very productive today. Taking myself on a date,don't know where yet. But I'm looking forward to it. Might even get dressed up. It's certainly become easier to take care of myself than it used to be. my thoughts about myself have become more loving it changed through action not through thought or feeling. If I had listened to my head I'd still be in a bad place.

Ritual

# I have begun starting days with writing,both here and morning pages .Ritual works well for me. It centers me. the way i begin my day spreads out into the rest of the day. If I don't meditate or should I say "medicate" early in the day I spend the day angry and unfocused. That doesn't serve me or anyone else. i have responsibility to myself and those around me to be the most focused and kind person I can be. I try to start by going within.

morning pages

# Started the Artist's way. Have done it before.This time with a group wrote my morning pages,let's see what comes up.

LABEL NEW YORK

LABEL NEW YORK

Label New York - ZTrend New York

Label New York - ZTrend New York

Purpose

# It's good to have goals and a purpose. Helps me to move forward. The
ultimate goal is to heal and help others heal in that order. Lately I've
had to concentrate on myself first. If I'm not for myself who am I for?
And if not now when?

Juggling

# Been juggling a lot lately,website, orders,relationships. It's good to be busy and
I've been meeting challenges with a lot of help. Trying to let the inner voice guide me more.

Pride

# In the past when I've been to proud to ask for help spirit has shown me a different way.These days I just ask it's not the most comfortable feeling but my experience in the past still burned enough for me to go what I don't want to do sometimes.
Am i willing to be humble or do i need to be humiliated again? I think I'll try something new.

Working Hard

# Been whittling away at the website challenging myself asking for help too.It's been lots of work and there's plenty more to do.Meeting up with this type of work and moving through it however is it's own reward.

Within

# I have'nt been meditating and I feel it.Been so busy with the psychical realm it's easy to get lost in the illusion that the psychical is the only reality.Time to forget this nonsense and go back inside gather strength and move forward. my tendency is to go back into fear based thoughts which don't serve me or anyone around me.Enough is enough.

Glamour

# Some days are not as glamorous as others.Today is one of those days...laundry[in the supposed blizzard]screening,minor construction,sewing etc. Would love to go back to bed but responsibility calls.

forgiveness

# I heard this yesterday it's taken loosely from the Bhagavad Gita..
Today I forgive all those who've hurt me.Who've disappointed me.Who have not lived up to my expectations.
I let go of the pain,the disappointment,and the expectation.I forgive.
Good way for me to start the day. I'm putting it by my computer

Doesn't take much...

# I'm on a budget instead of convenience and laziness of getting a fattening bagel on the corner I'm making oatmeal.Instead of going to the diner every single night and buying lunch I'm cooking at home.I love to cook,it helps me appreciate what I'm eating
this helps me to slow down.This allows me to take care of myself on a deeper level than just letting someone else feed me.It depends on how you look at things for me to be grateful, fulfilled,strengthened and self caring it doesn't take much

Rebirth

#Doing lots of behind the scenes work on the site and in my dream life as well. Spirit
is preparing me for a new outlook and a new manifestation of blessings.I'm trying to stay out of the way and allow it to happen.

Sit still

# She speaks through others through the small voice.I don't always know what the next right thing to do is.Sometimes she speaks by what isn't apparent.I need to sit still and listen.Practice. Patience.

Giving Back

# Spirit has been so generous,how can I give back? By using talents and abilities bestowed upon me and sharing them. By listening more closely to my inner voice to friends and to omens that are presented daily. Pay attention

Assessment

# When the economy took a turn a while ago,i sort of took an inner and outer vacation from business.
I'm glad I did . I have recently awoken from the slumber it was a lovely and much needed rest now however it's time to eat and the bear is very hungry. The feeling and the word out on the street is that 2010 is going to be good for all of us. I say yes.

Asking for help

# I can't do it alone. I don't want to. I don't have to. I have received so much help and love in the past few days,it's been a great blessing my job is to say THANK YOU.