Letting go

So I've tried sending samples.putting stuff on sale, women's ,web stuff
BLAH BLAH.
I don't know what else to do or which way to turn So I'm letting go giving it to another power, I've done my part.
There's not much choice
I want to scream cry run naked set it on fire whatever but I'm done forcing my will
so here it is God have fun

Doesn't take much...

# I'm on a budget instead of convenience and laziness of getting a fattening bagel on the corner I'm making oatmeal.Instead of going to the diner every single night and buying lunch I'm cooking at home.I love to cook,it helps me appreciate what I'm eating
this helps me to slow down.This allows me to take care of myself on a deeper level than just letting someone else feed me.It depends on how you look at things for me to be grateful, fulfilled,strengthened and self caring it doesn't take much

Giving Back

# Spirit has been so generous,how can I give back? By using talents and abilities bestowed upon me and sharing them. By listening more closely to my inner voice to friends and to omens that are presented daily. Pay attention

Community

#Awoke this morning to a phone call from a friend having a hard time.My job is to listen.That's how we build each other up,no one can carry the burden alone.We help
one another and build something greater than all the parts.

Observation

What I think or feel is going on isn't always the truth.When I'm in my head
and trying to figure out other people's actions and motivations I need to fetch myself up sharply and keep my mouth shut.Many times I just don't know.The more I mind my own business the calmer and happier I am.The mantra for today is just listen,don't talk...just listen.
This is where meditating regularly kicks in.