MANIFESTATION

Today's card is the Magician.
All is at your disposal... focus.
Breathe in knowledge
Breathe out wisdom.

Letting go

So I've tried sending samples.putting stuff on sale, women's ,web stuff
BLAH BLAH.
I don't know what else to do or which way to turn So I'm letting go giving it to another power, I've done my part.
There's not much choice
I want to scream cry run naked set it on fire whatever but I'm done forcing my will
so here it is God have fun

Night out

My friend suggested I stay over being that I have no heat.I did.It's important to let myself be loved by others,and it's equally important to ask for and accept help.
I run in a large and complicated social circle,it's easy to put the focus on others,but ultimately best if I mind my own business not get involved in making their business mine.I'm most serene that way and I desire peace of mind.

foundation

Both my heart and mind are very active in awakening new experiences these days.
Where are my feet?That's got to be my big concern these days something huge is happening ,I've been experiencing lots of gratitude and grief,as if shattered parts of myself are waiting to be reintegrated.I have smart feet,thank God,I have people I can talk to who understand.I pray a lot.My appetite is gone.I don't need to know where I'm going I just need to know where I am.The rest is up to spirit.Just doing the next right thing in front of me.